trishia-hysteria

   You already know I hate being sick and it seems I'm getting sick again. Peter is sick since last weekend and I think I caught his cold. I'm feeling so tired and sometimes even dizzy. I have bad headaches and already took pijnkillers twice and will probably take another two soon! argh!

   Anyway, how are you?

   Well, as you know, I love my job! I really do, it's fun, constructive and I really enjoy meeting new people.

BUT NOW I NEED A BREAK!!!

   I just spent a nice weekend back home which was emotionaly hard and I'm feeling a bit down. I guess working in a private school isn't the best way to get as much holidays as when you are in school yourself. haha
   Anyway, I just need some time off to clear some things out especially at home (mine, this time): it's a real mess at the moment and I really want to get rid of a lot of things. I keep too many things and I decided it's more than time to get a fresh house flat and give away every needless things.
   It's not so easy to clean it "correctly" because I always think I might need those things later, which happens sometimes but not so often. But this time, I'm so fed up that I already put many of my too-small clothes away. I don't give them away because I'm on a diet -who am I kiddin'???- I want to lose weight and I think that if I can really do it, I'll be glad to find those clothes........................

   See I do it again... I'm mentally sick! argh!

(it's not my place but looks quite the same)

   We went to see a set of DJs and I was very impressed by this cute girl from Sweden: she's very talented plus she's gorgeous! No comment about the 30ish guys (male) in front of the set...

   It's been 2 weeks... I'm sick! Aaaah! I don't know why I'm keeping my state this way thinking it's going to get better just by resting and taking some pijnkillers. Nope, it doesn't work! And it got even worse: now I can't breathe properly, my throat is very sore and I have a hard time swallowing and on top of that I have ganglions behind my ears! Oh and I sneeze every hour (at least 5 times), I blow my nose which blows my ears and the pijn is almost bearable.

   It's been awhile since I was sick but when I am, I am for real. The thing is: I don't want to stop working. My boyfriend says I should, but I don't know, I never stop working when I'm sick (I just didn't go to school, haha). I think it's not a good reason not to go working unless you can't move or you're very very sick. I know it's weird, I am weird. But that's the way I feel.